February 15, 2006

  • Anger Issues

    I'd love to know why I keep getting so pissed off here lately, but at least I'm getting to the point that I can say why
    I'm angry. Well, I know some of the immediate issues, but I'm not sure
    where this newfound easy to get pissed trait is coming from. I've never
    been a hothead, I took after my grandfather - slow to boil, y'know?

    Maybe I'm just sick of keeping stuff pent up or pretending, although
    that is a good trait professionally and for the most part out in
    public, but it's made my personal life somewhat miserable. So. Maybe
    I'm just peeling layers back to figure out what's going on in my own
    mind - I usually don't have a lot of time to self-analyze any more.

    No offense to those who say V-Day is about 'love' and not couples,
    umm... it's still a stupid holiday and I hate it. If you love someone,
    tell them. Who cares what day it is? Now, the candy companies and the
    card makers and the florists love the silly people who spend ten times
    what they normally would just for one day a year. But that being said,
    I hope everyone had a wonderful Valentine's Day yesterday and that at
    least one person told you that they loved you.

    I'm on a bit of a chocolate craving marathon thanks to Auntie Flo so...
    I'm gonna have to pay for it. I'll see how much I can get accomplished
    at the gym.
    Last week I had gained back two lbs. which got on my bad side a little
    but I'm hoping I weigh-in better this week. I doubt it, but I'm hoping.