July 6, 2006

  • Irritation

    I don't know why I bother making plans. It always seems like familial or other obligations get in the way. So anyway, I guess I'm going to be sitting around waiting for the plumber to get done tomorrow, buying groceries and cooking for Saturday and Sunday when my brother and sister (and her family) come, respectively. I love having a close family... but other times, I wonder if we're not just too close for comfort. I guess Monday I'll go. Maybe I should not make plans and just start doing things on the spur of the moment.

    It seems like I have to constantly worry about not pissing someone else off and nobody cares what I think/feel/etc.
    I hate being the youngest for that alone. I'm the mediator, but I'm also the yellow blanket.

    I don't think I need to explain the yellow blanket theory. heh. I don't know, I'm just tired and that's not helping either.

    Anyway, I think I aced the exam. There's only one question that I'm wondering about, but I think I've got an 'A' out of it at least. It's all good either way, because I feel like I did my best. I'm feeling a lot more confident about things.

    I guess I'd better get something to eat that's not junk food. lol. Later everyone - have a good evening / night.